My Thoughts on Medication

I feel passionately about helping people struggling with eating disorders and anxiety. I have had a lot of experience with both and it was a long and hard struggle.

I have to deal with my anxiety on a day-to-day basis and some days are easier than others. I’ve talked about my anxiety struggle here and the journey hasn’t been easy. There are days when I feel completely relaxed and others where I feel so on edge that I feel like I’m gonna pass out or throw up. But seriously, I don’t think I would be able to control my anxiety as well as I do these days without the help of medication. 

Medication isn’t for everyone but for a long time, I thought the same thing about myself. I believed that taking anti-depressants would make a numb and would change who I am. I believed they would completely change me or make me gain weight or make me ill. It wasn’t until my anxiety started to affect my life that I decided it was time to take that step.

Medication isn’t the be all and end all, however. Once you start taking it, it doesn’t mean you have to take it forever. Medication is something to help you get on your feet. I remember talking to my mum about going on medication and she gave me some great advice. She said,

“If you had high blood pressure, you would take medication to bring i down, wouldn’t you? It’s just like that. There is something that isn’t right medically and medication is a way to help with that.”

She is completely right! If you need that little bit of help to be able to control your anxiety (or depression) then why not? 

I’ve been taking citalopram for over a year now and I think it’s one of the best choices I’ve ever made. When I decided to start with medication, I was so crippled with anxiety that just stepping out of my house was a struggle. I couldn’t do things that scared me and it was affecting my recovery. Because I was anxious all the time, I really struggled to eat a sufficient amount, started losing my hair, and worst of all, I was losing weight. I did NOT want the anxiety to make it harder to recover.

Thankfully now, I have been able to reach a more than healthy weight, do things that scare me and basically live my life. 

Medication isn’t for everyone but it has definitely worked for me.

 

 

What are your thoughts on medication? Have you ever taken medication to help you with anxiety/depression? If so, did it work for you?

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Posted on 11 November 2012, in Anxiety, Health, Recovery. Bookmark the permalink. 6 Comments.

  1. I think medication definitely has it’s place, especially when the condition has gotten so bad that the person is basically paralyzed because of it. That being said, I definitely don’t think anyone should rely on medication alone, because it may erase symptoms, but it doesn’t deal with the cause. I’m really glad to hear that it’s been helping you, hun… because dealing with severe anxiety… ugh… I definitely know what that’s like, and it’s freakin’ debilitating.

  2. I’ve started to feel heart palpitations for the past 4 weeks. My blood tests were normal and some ppl suggested it might be anxiety. But it feels so uncontrollable and scary that I didn’t think psychological effects could be that strong?…I have no idea. What type of anxiety are you experiencing? ❤

    • The anxiety I experience feels like nerves gone crazy. I only experience heart palpitations when I’m in the middle of an attack. Do you feel palpitations all the time? What kind of emotions are you experiencing when your heart is palpitating? I hope it gets sorted out soon, lovely ❤

  3. I deal with depression and anxiety…would you be open to emailing me? I dont’ want to list the meds my doc suggests on open forum. Thanks.

  4. I think medication is just another tool in the ol toolbox for some of us. It’s not what we should rely on fully to cope, but, in conjunction with other things, it can lead to a much fuller, more peaceful life. That’s nothing to feel ashamed of. It took a long time for me to come to terms with this, and I still struggle with it from time to time, but then I remember that I’d rather be living life!

  5. Hey would you mind stating which blog platform you’re working with? I’m
    looking to start my own blog soon but I’m having a difficult time choosing between BlogEngine/Wordpress/B2evolution and Drupal. The reason I ask is because your design seems different then most blogs and I’m looking for something completely unique.
    P.S Sorry for getting off-topic but I had to ask!

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